who am i kidding and who am i trying to fool now?
why, why do i have to chose to dredge up all this past.
i got it all walled in-
everything locked
oh yes, the mustiness of the air eats into my soul but do i prefer this honesty now, do i?
you can be hurt,
you can chose to be hurt
and likewise you can choose to heal yourself.
it hurts, i don't want to lie. i'm tired of lying.
and i am tired of acting nonchalant and brave.
it has been hurting for a long time now
maybe that's why honesty is better,
i needed the truth which i have known all this while faceup,
so someday the hurt will stop and i will heal.
i know it will get better.
and friends, we are always, always better together..
