sneezy and tired :/

i'm coming down with flu (no, i am already down with it) on the last week of school. :(

and after that, school is officially over.

and my education will all be in my hands.

it has always been a personal choice; whether to work harder, do that research, hand up your work, take up that additional responsibility etcetera...

but if you truly get what i mean.

it means no more structure (singaporean style) - no more teachers chasing for work, no more moe concepts of ccas and moral ed, no more 'pastoral care', no more mcs, parents letter, attendance matters to worry about, no more disciplinary measures or uniform checks and the list goes on...

it's scary, the prospect of it. exciting indeed but also scary. :/

am i ready for all this? i highly doubt so, but i guess whether or not one is, you will be pushed into it. heh, as always fate (and time) leads the willing and drags the unwilling.

And it doesn't help at all that half of the time, i still feel like a kid. :/