Saturday, January 06, 2007
this's a blur-
choirtwiceaweekipsyfgentingexcoparadigmshiftnewdisciplinestandardsresponsibilties
girlscostumecnyperformance
recruitmentauditions
dancethriceaweeklatincompmodernconditioningjazz
whatmoredoyouhave
welfarecnyperf
!nkarticlecoffeeshopyesnoidonotwanttothinkanymore
eetokeconsiaenglishbooksstudystudystudydeadlinesimustdoiti'mjustsotireddrainedcanyougivemearest
nonoyouhadyourhols(non-existent)isaybutnoonelistensandicannotbebotheredtotry
someonehelpmeplease
it's hard to give up something or rather the hope of trying something you haven't tried.
but it's even harder to give up something you have and already love...
all it takes is a another load for the entire tower to crumble;
paper towers of hope, aspirations, duties, committments.
i want to be strong, i want to tell myself i can do. i will do it. but sometimes it's just so hard. sometimes i wonder is it worthwhile?
i know it's worthwhile.
be strong. you can do it.
you can.
(but i don't have 8-day weeks. or 26-hour days)
Mind over body.
Heart over mind.
whatever.
tok, ee here i come! :/
un moment à se rappeler
. a moment to remember.
