Saturday, December 23, 2006
stilted.
all of me.
back from cambridge. one word? worthwhile :)
meetings with friends. oh, so close. so cherished. so loved. so fragile. and i'm once again reminded of how important they all are. words interspersed between feeling. cards, gifts, each thought means so much. the 52 cards and more.. every one was again... worthwhile
caroling st luke's. each time, a new discovery, a new revelation. drained emotionally yet so fufilled. so satisfied. :) and again the time spent ... worthwhile
i'm so tired -
i can't help it but i am, truly.
yet everything else beckons...
so i stumble in this stupor of trying
and lose myself beyond the crowds
tearing apart within.
when everything seems like nothing
not even doubt.
just incoherent tangled messes
and deluded dream-scrapers of
Escap-ism.
Oh, eupheisms.
What is living, Sir?
and yes, worthwhile?
un moment à se rappeler
. a moment to remember.